Our Xmas Party & The Last Supper

Last night's party was a big blast for everybody at our boarding house. We celebrated our last night together for Christmas holiday is coming soon & we have to go home on our respective towns. Although it was just a simple one, we still enjoyed eating together at our small dining table. Everybody is totally full and satisfied after our delicious supper prepared by our 2nd mother, Momi Dionesia(hahaha).

Everything was really unexpected for we don't have enough budget for our food(mga dagko man gud cla ug kaon.., hahah). I even thought that our party won't be done that night but it was indeed a successful one.

After that wonderful supper, we proceeded at our social area so that we could sing because our landlady borrowed a videoke disc. Everybody was really enjoying at that moment. And of course, our party won't be complete without the drink-all-you-can portion. We somehow split our group into 2. The ladies and the women by heart were asked to drink at the 2nd floor & the real men stayed at our social area. We turned off the lights at the 2nd floor and made our own icebox where we held our small disco. It was really exhausting but fun.

The next part was we lie down on the floor and listened to the love songs. One of my boardmates, Zachary, was emoting about his love interest. Hahaha. He was really funny at that time. Obviously, he's drunk already. He kept on repeating the name of the man he fell in love with. And actually, while I'm typing this sentence on the keyboard, I've seen the man Zach was pertaining to last night. He is really handsome but I don't include him on my crush list. Hmm. And what happened next is that he fell asleep saying his name all over again. Hahaha. Poor Zachary.

The funny part of that session was that my boardmate, Don2x, was forcing my roommate, Ate Jessica, to drink the last shot. But Ate Jessica refused to do so. She locked our door as a sign of her rebellion against him. So, what he did was that he went at the back part of our room where our window is present to continue the game he had started but what he found in there was my other roommate, Jen. So, instead of giving the drink to Ate Jessica, he gave it to Jen. But Jen didn't want to drink anymore so, he forced her to do it without knowing that Momi Dionesia was below and she have heard their argument. So, Momi Dionesia angrily went upstairs to reprimand Don2x. But Don2x, hurriedly went to their room and acted like he was sleeping already(so, nagyaw2 c momi). So, Momi said,"Kamo bah. Ayaw gud ninyog pugsa ng d gnahan m.inom. Lantawa, gsuka nah nuon cya". We didn't know that Jen was already vomiting at that time. We're all in shock. But when Momi was already out, we still continued to party. It was already 2:00 am when we ended as if there's no mass and classes to attend the next few hours. Hahaha. It was really fun!;)

What happened last night was pretty long to narrate. So, these were just some of those events that I could share with you.

Nobody knows that last night would be my last hours at our boarding house & the last time they will be seeing me jamming with them on a happy moment. Even my landlord and landlady don't know about my plan of going back at my grandfather's place. And by the time I'm going to put a period at the last part of this paragraph, I guess I can't still find a way to tell them what is going to happen.

A Farewell to Ms. Independent

6 months have already passed. Too long yet too fast. It was just like yesterday when I started to live on my own together with some varieties of people. I didn't really expect that I would stay long at our boarding house as long as 6 months for I really hate our place. Our room is as hot as hell and I could hardly sleep at night because of the deafening sounds of the next room but everything eventually . Somehow I managed to get used to it which I thought I never would. At this point in time, I have already made up mind. Although, it's hard for me to leave the people whom I considered my 2nd family and learned to love. Sadly, it was just a month ago when I started to jam with them because I was thinking that they don't like nor care about me but I was wrong. It was too late when I realized that I was the one who ignored them(maldita bya q. hahah). They were the best of friends I could ever have. I started to think that I was not alone really. Thanks to them. I have developed my self-esteem. It was just too much. I need to fix myself first because I'm completely broken and the path I am taking is getting darker. I need to see the light again in the real world where I fit myself in. The world where I am free from people's judgment. This once in a lifetime experience taught me the greatest lesson in life that sometimes life is not always having fun and enjoyment all but rather complicated circumstances and sacrifices at some times. I realized lately that I've been a scandalous daughter to my family. The daughter they thought that would save them from financial crisis has failed them. I have abused the freedom they gave to me. I engaged myself to some elderly stuffs like drinking and smoking. It was the biggest mistake I have done that I may regret for the rest of my life. So, I decided to stay away from it. (sauna, kuxog p kau q mnaway xah uban.., hahaha) That's the main purpose of going back to my grandfather's house. I know I am safe in there and I will no more worry about the food I'm going to eat everyday.;) But somehow, I'll miss the bond that I have among my boardmates. Gaining lots of ates and kuyas is a wonderful experience. My 6 months at Meciano Rd. are full of fun because of them.. The next year would be so different without me in the boarding house. But I have to do this. It's for the betterment of myself and for everyone. To my RoomMates: Glaiza Alberca & Jessica Nuique To my BoardMates: Don2x, Algen, Migz, Jade, Kat2, Zach, Jen, Shan2x, Dodong, Jay, Carel, Choy, Ceit, LJ, Bern, Jick2x, Milogen, Rerey, Klo-Klo, etc.(sori xah mga nlimtan nq.., hahaha) To my hatest BoardMate:Vic jhun To my ever considerate LandLord & LandLady: Uncle Eddie & Aunt Dionesia Thanks for making a difference in my life. I'll never forget all the things you have shared with me.(pgkadrama.., hahah)

Fireflies by Owl City

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams



Whoa!!! I fell in love immediately with this song when I first heard it. It's very touching and peaceful. It really inspires me. If you feel like bored and mad just listen to this song and it will help you. This is a perfect song for everybody. I would rate this song at 5 stars. I really love this song. It rocks my world every time I hear it.;)

Cheers to Owl City for a job very well done. Keep it up!!! Keep inspiring everybody. hahahaha(mkarelate jud q aneh dah!)

Public Enemy # 1

I've known this guy 2 months ago by her friend who happens to be my friend too. He called me one day when I was at the barber shop with a friend. He continued to call me from that day onwards. Every time we have a conversation, he was too confident & comfortable enough to tell me almost everything about his life(family, love life, friends, his way of life that includes his vices). He always gives me some advices for I told him about my vices too. So, in order for me to understand well his point, he was confident enough to make himself as an example.

Let me elaborate what he had said to me about how he started and how he managed to escape from it.

He told me that he started to smoke when he was still in Grade 2 and he can even finish many boxes as he can. Can you believe it? A boy at an early age making those elderly stuffs. At first, I thought that he was just exaggerating those things but he assured me that what he had said were all true, believe it or not. I really pity his mother at that time. When he was already in high school, influenced by his cousins and friends, he started to drink alcoholic beverages as well. He also started to go to other places where true men are welcome(feeling gulang man gud. tsk3). He told me that his vices ended when he was already in college. He made himself busy at that time just to keep away from it and joined some co-curricular activities at his school. He soon manage to forget it.

We met at the freedom park one day. And when I saw him, I could hardly believe that it was him because his description of himself were definitely the opposite of what I have seen on him. His appearance was a perfect disguise of what he was before.

I invited him one day during the fiesta celebration of Dumaguete City to eat at our boarding house. And that was really the time when I witnessed how professional he was to drink and smoke. Luckily, it was only me who have seen him doing those stuffs.(mayabo jud q nya uie.., hahaha)

Nowadays, when we were together with some of our friends, he kept on denying those things as if I'm a liar and he is innocent(mo promise2 pjud. baga jud ug nawong uie. duh). He's such a hypocrite. One look at him would not justify what I have said. He was lucky enough to have these what-so-called deceiving looks and personality. You just have to dig deeper within him and you'll see what I mean.;)

"Nothing is more unjust, however common, than to charge with hypocrisy on him that expresses zeal for those virtues which he neglects to practice; since he may be sincerely convinced of the advantages of conquering his passions, without having yet obtained the victory, as a man may be confident of the advantages of a voyage, or a journey, without having courage or industry to undertake it, and may honestly recommend to others, those attempts which he neglects himself"
--Samuel Johnson

She's My Friend

Way back in 2007-2009...

I've noticed this girl while we are having our Science Academy with Mrs. Garsula, our very good Chemistry teacher, because my friend kept on murmuring about her and I asked her what was the reason. She said,"Feeler kayo sya. Maldita kau. Matingala kag gisnaban ra ko nya. Nangutana ra ganeh ko!". I replied,"Asa gud anah?". "kanah gong ga orange ug headband. Si Ms. Orange bah". I finally see that girl she's talking about. And these were the words that came out from my mouth,"Yuckzz. Eww pud kau ng byahana nah. Murag c knsa. Orange rwah ba gud. Eww jud xah!". Since ORANGE is my hatest color then I don't like her too. I silently observed her attitude at that time. Then I finally conclude that she was really snabera.

Senior year has finally started and I was surprised that i belonged to the first section where that girl is also in. I really don't know what was the first thing that made me close to her. Maybe it's because of my "barkada" who were her friends since first year. Then I finally discovered that my perceptions on her were all wrong. She was the nicest person I knew in our room instead. Everybody loves her because of her good personalities towards other people. She was also one of the well-known personalities in our school since she was the EIC of our school paper,The Horn, and an active member of the SBO. She was also gorgeous that every boy in our campus would really turn their heads. One of her victims was a close friend of mine, whom until now is still enchanted with her looks since they were on the same school.;) She also represents a true Filipina beauty because of her sun-kissed texture and color of skin.

A very big challenge had finally came to our friendship...

It was on their Founder's day that I came to their school to witness the said event. But then, I was disappointed to see the changes on her. I suddenly felt that she was not the same girl I used to know a couple of years ago. Maybe it's because she had already gained so much friends who were better than me. I really didn't know what comes into my head at that time but I could really see that she is already happy in her new world right now and I thought that she doesn't need me anymore. I suddenly felt LONELINESS at that time although the people around me were very happy.

I know right now she's still confused why I hated her that night. HMMM. It's because when I was about to go home, I requested her to accompany me to go out but she failed to do so. Instead she said,"Aduie. Exit nah btaw nah. Ok rwah nah. Duha btaw mo". I don't know but those words hurt me so much.-- She already knew how sensitive I am when it comes to friendship. I really hated to know that I was just taken for granted by a friend when we were together.-- I know it was just sort of misunderstanding. I know she didn't mean to say those words but it was already late when she realized that what she said hurt me. What hurts me most is that I went there just for nothing.(panagsa rwah ganeh mi magkabonding nya ing.ato pjud ang nhitabo)

Whew. I know it's a pretty long narration. So, to make it short:

The next day, she kept on texting me that she was really sorry about what had happened last night. And I only replied to her in the evening and I told her everything including the part of cutting our friendship but that was only a test if she still values our friendship and she proved me right! She might changed a lot(everything changes bya. unfair pud dgway kau. nachange pud bya q) but those memories that we had years ago will never change. Our conversation that night was really a dramatic one. (hahaha. OA). Whatever may happen between us, I'm still ready to listen and understand her because she's my friend!;)

I've Seen It Again

The first time that I've seen this perfect scenery was on last October, the night when I first met my caller(He's now a good friend of mine).

I can still remember that we kept on arguing if it was a moon or not. According to him, it's just a sun which rises early because its color then was red-orange. But can you see a sun which rises in the middle of the night??? My gosh. Heheheh. I guess that was his first time to see a moon like that. It was the perfect scenery I've ever seen while staying in the boulevard.

It was a good night indeed! I've seen it again last Sunday when I hanged out with my roommates, Ate Glaiza and Ate Jessica. Together, we have witnessed the last and most magnificent scenery. I'm saying it as "last" because next year, January 2010, I'm going back at my grandfather's house and Ate Glaiza is going back in Cebu to look for another job while Ate Jessica is moving to another boarding house because she will be left alone in our room.

Haiz. How I wish we could still find time to go out again together the next time around. But I guess, it would be very impossible since we will be very busy at that time. ;( I'm still hoping it would.;) I will really miss them both.

Unfriendly Campus

I came up yesterday to this university to witness their what-so-called "Hugyawan Festival". Because of my excitement, I didn't even hesitate to make an absent on my Math11 class with Mr. Galvez. When I was already there, I was disgusted to figure out that there were so many people inside it and I was not even allowed to get inside their gigantic gym even though there was still enough space in it.

When you get inside, you could already feel that you're not really welcome. And there was also some sort of discriminations from its students especially that we were still wearing our uniforms at that time.It was so very irritating to feel that you were being looked from head to foot as if we were carrying contagious diseases.

What's worse was that they don't even have ushers and usherettes who might as well lead us to the places where we wanted to go but what they had was only a bunch of unapproachable faces of criminology students. They just keep on giving directions which could not even be understood by the people who were not familiar in their campus. We were just being ignored by some students although it's pretty obvious that we were lost.

I was so upset to discover that the purpose of coming there is USELESS because I was not able to see its "glamorous" event(kunuhy)!!! waaahhh. Haiz.:(