She's My Friend

Way back in 2007-2009...

I've noticed this girl while we are having our Science Academy with Mrs. Garsula, our very good Chemistry teacher, because my friend kept on murmuring about her and I asked her what was the reason. She said,"Feeler kayo sya. Maldita kau. Matingala kag gisnaban ra ko nya. Nangutana ra ganeh ko!". I replied,"Asa gud anah?". "kanah gong ga orange ug headband. Si Ms. Orange bah". I finally see that girl she's talking about. And these were the words that came out from my mouth,"Yuckzz. Eww pud kau ng byahana nah. Murag c knsa. Orange rwah ba gud. Eww jud xah!". Since ORANGE is my hatest color then I don't like her too. I silently observed her attitude at that time. Then I finally conclude that she was really snabera.

Senior year has finally started and I was surprised that i belonged to the first section where that girl is also in. I really don't know what was the first thing that made me close to her. Maybe it's because of my "barkada" who were her friends since first year. Then I finally discovered that my perceptions on her were all wrong. She was the nicest person I knew in our room instead. Everybody loves her because of her good personalities towards other people. She was also one of the well-known personalities in our school since she was the EIC of our school paper,The Horn, and an active member of the SBO. She was also gorgeous that every boy in our campus would really turn their heads. One of her victims was a close friend of mine, whom until now is still enchanted with her looks since they were on the same school.;) She also represents a true Filipina beauty because of her sun-kissed texture and color of skin.

A very big challenge had finally came to our friendship...

It was on their Founder's day that I came to their school to witness the said event. But then, I was disappointed to see the changes on her. I suddenly felt that she was not the same girl I used to know a couple of years ago. Maybe it's because she had already gained so much friends who were better than me. I really didn't know what comes into my head at that time but I could really see that she is already happy in her new world right now and I thought that she doesn't need me anymore. I suddenly felt LONELINESS at that time although the people around me were very happy.

I know right now she's still confused why I hated her that night. HMMM. It's because when I was about to go home, I requested her to accompany me to go out but she failed to do so. Instead she said,"Aduie. Exit nah btaw nah. Ok rwah nah. Duha btaw mo". I don't know but those words hurt me so much.-- She already knew how sensitive I am when it comes to friendship. I really hated to know that I was just taken for granted by a friend when we were together.-- I know it was just sort of misunderstanding. I know she didn't mean to say those words but it was already late when she realized that what she said hurt me. What hurts me most is that I went there just for nothing.(panagsa rwah ganeh mi magkabonding nya ing.ato pjud ang nhitabo)

Whew. I know it's a pretty long narration. So, to make it short:

The next day, she kept on texting me that she was really sorry about what had happened last night. And I only replied to her in the evening and I told her everything including the part of cutting our friendship but that was only a test if she still values our friendship and she proved me right! She might changed a lot(everything changes bya. unfair pud dgway kau. nachange pud bya q) but those memories that we had years ago will never change. Our conversation that night was really a dramatic one. (hahaha. OA). Whatever may happen between us, I'm still ready to listen and understand her because she's my friend!;)