A Farewell to Ms. Independent

6 months have already passed. Too long yet too fast. It was just like yesterday when I started to live on my own together with some varieties of people. I didn't really expect that I would stay long at our boarding house as long as 6 months for I really hate our place. Our room is as hot as hell and I could hardly sleep at night because of the deafening sounds of the next room but everything eventually . Somehow I managed to get used to it which I thought I never would. At this point in time, I have already made up mind. Although, it's hard for me to leave the people whom I considered my 2nd family and learned to love. Sadly, it was just a month ago when I started to jam with them because I was thinking that they don't like nor care about me but I was wrong. It was too late when I realized that I was the one who ignored them(maldita bya q. hahah). They were the best of friends I could ever have. I started to think that I was not alone really. Thanks to them. I have developed my self-esteem. It was just too much. I need to fix myself first because I'm completely broken and the path I am taking is getting darker. I need to see the light again in the real world where I fit myself in. The world where I am free from people's judgment. This once in a lifetime experience taught me the greatest lesson in life that sometimes life is not always having fun and enjoyment all but rather complicated circumstances and sacrifices at some times. I realized lately that I've been a scandalous daughter to my family. The daughter they thought that would save them from financial crisis has failed them. I have abused the freedom they gave to me. I engaged myself to some elderly stuffs like drinking and smoking. It was the biggest mistake I have done that I may regret for the rest of my life. So, I decided to stay away from it. (sauna, kuxog p kau q mnaway xah uban.., hahaha) That's the main purpose of going back to my grandfather's house. I know I am safe in there and I will no more worry about the food I'm going to eat everyday.;) But somehow, I'll miss the bond that I have among my boardmates. Gaining lots of ates and kuyas is a wonderful experience. My 6 months at Meciano Rd. are full of fun because of them.. The next year would be so different without me in the boarding house. But I have to do this. It's for the betterment of myself and for everyone. To my RoomMates: Glaiza Alberca & Jessica Nuique To my BoardMates: Don2x, Algen, Migz, Jade, Kat2, Zach, Jen, Shan2x, Dodong, Jay, Carel, Choy, Ceit, LJ, Bern, Jick2x, Milogen, Rerey, Klo-Klo, etc.(sori xah mga nlimtan nq.., hahaha) To my hatest BoardMate:Vic jhun To my ever considerate LandLord & LandLady: Uncle Eddie & Aunt Dionesia Thanks for making a difference in my life. I'll never forget all the things you have shared with me.(pgkadrama.., hahah)